What Is Life ?

What Is Life ? 

Writer : Romie ❤️

Bey sabab Mujh ko chor sakti ho ,
sabhi ikhtyar tumhe diye hain mai ney ,
Jab chor k gyi tab dekha...
apni ankho ka rang …
 HERAN alag , Peshman Alag , Byaban Alag , Sunsaan Alag ....

What is life ? According to me it is my Love!
But before I continue , I must tell you that Whenever anything bad happens in our life , whenever our Past become haunted , people ask us to leave it and move on in life , they ask us To move forward and start a new life. But when we start to live a new life, people they stop us, saying is easy but when time come nobody stands for you to move on. Now I know there Are people who will ask me that don’t depend on others you have to move on yourself ... but  we need someone with us Because our brains are wired like that we need peoples in life. Yes its humanity! We need peoples from Stone Age to this modern era people lived in groups because they know its how we can survive here in this world, some saying that to live we don’t need others we can live alone its never possible and it never was possible.
Leaving this topic coming back again to my topic life is Love.... my perspective of thought is that life is love but to prove it, it ask me to open my past and find the answer to the same question What is Life ...
maazi k panon ko tatolty hue jab apni mazi ki yado se guzr rha tha tou  Muhabbat ki ek aesi khushbu ne mujhe aa ghera k dil naa chahty hue bhi yeh khne lga k I must share with you before the meaning of life , the meaning of Love !
Love, meaning of love can't really be explained it has to be experienced. I really can't define what love is, but I could say when I hold her palms, I can feel it, when look in the depth of her eyes I could see it, when cool breeze blows the rustle of leaves I could hear it. What is love I still don't know because nobody told me ever but I do know that my world stops when I was with her. I burn inside and warmth fill inside me as she come insight, I lose sight of world when I gaze into her eyes. She makes me feel Nervous whenever she was around me, but I did make her feel that I loved her, but I've been thinking about that ever since the day I told her that Love is feeling like a boy playing Chess afraid of losing her Queen, feeling of care, happiness, and sometime pain also. Love never hurts but loneliness, rejection and losing someone do hurts.
I met her five year ago , in the strangest of place my tuition classroom .on the first sight my heart started beating too fast as it would jump out of my body , soon I asked her To be friends but she just simply refused .A feeling of disappointment and fear of losing her make me shiver for moments, never losing hope I always took care of her, Always respected her, giving full attention to her, throughout the whole class my eyes were focused on her face noticing her smile, nodding, laugh, naughty look of her Face while doing some naughty mistakes.
Time went by feeling hopeless I moved away for my education to new place. Missing her a lot, remembering every moment spent with her but helpless, three months later I Received a letter from my teacher for a seminar at her school, my heart filled with joy, my eyes brightened, my face glowed with the excitement of seeing her again. Soon My mobile rung and there was unknown number calling me, I felt uneasy because I was ready to go to meet my love, yet I picked it up, there was silence for moments then came a sweet , innocent voice saying " hello , assalamualikum " my ears , can’t believe what they had listened , my body , my mind , time everything stopped . It was her! After moments as I recovered I said yes, she said “are you coming? I replied yes she said I’m waiting for you !!!
I got ready, feeling I found the treasure, I found the paradise, and I just want to reach the place in blink of eye. On my way I bought a bouquet of red roses paying 100.rs extra as a tip in excitement. As I reached there my teachers and friends all welcomed me but my eyes were searching only her and my waiting was for only her....

"I just want to tell her to know that, come hell or high water, I would love her forever
After all she is the definition of love and the true meaning of love for me,
and if someone asks me What is love , All I’d have to do is look at her , because there is no other Way to define it."

Evening passed, my endless waiting never came to end, she didn't come but a news came, making my world my life darker as night, sinking my heart deep in graves, Beyond my thoughts ... She was dead! I could not think in years after I lost her , Always regretting the moment , why didn't I expressed my love to her on phone . For long time my life passed in moments , the entire universe continued to operate on days , weeks , and months while I operated by moments . I still felt the same, still ached, still could not sleep , still held back tears anytime , I wasn't alone , time just changed for me , now I see days and months and years again , when I am at my best . I wonder if that was how love felt, like a beautiful sight that just can't be explained even in million words, but I knew it was special, true love will reminisce, it will romanticize relationship and relish on the good times. The blissful memories will be the ones stored closest to heart. It can never be forgotten. Time may fade memories and bring healing to broken heart but it leaves a permanent scar which changes person intrinsically and eternally , love never hurts , it only cover up pains and make someone feel wonderful again ,In fact, love is only thing in this world that does not hurt.
Coming back again to the meaning of life, for me life; I can say its unjust it’s not fair, its worse it’s painful, it’s End its death..... But no no no.... I will not say this because its not Life its part of life ... combination of all these moments is life ... one say love happens once and so do, life come once no, not true, love happens again, moments are recreated again .

yes again I will conclude for me life is Love and Love is life because from the moment we are born we start loving from our parents , family , religion , nation etc. ,and it continues throughout our life as we love our dreams , our goals our success our achievements , there is one love more and it’s the love with your soul mate , wife , lover and whatever we say ... and that love it never ends because from the moment it starts inside you it will not end even after your death because it will continue to the day of Qiyamah and if your love is true then either you get it here in this world or not but in qiyamah you will get it! And in the end its death where we love our relations and last but not the least we love our life on the death bed.  So from the time we are born to the time we die it’s all the process of love. So for me its true Love is Life and Life is Love.